Everytime I close my eyes
You're their stairing up at me
And I can see that your not like them
But deep down I know its not just a fantasy

You don't laught like the other boys
When they laugh that I tripped up
You kneel down by my side
And pass my last fallen book

And so I lay and dream of you
And everything we could be
But inside I'm screaming your name
Saying "we were meant to be"

So now that I've begun to change
You seem to notice the things I do
I'm not wearing these french nails because I want to
I'm doing all of this for you

There's a new sweetness in my voice
And an elegance in my tone
I speak to you and blush
But don't feel so alone

And so you see the black liner across my eyes
And the sweet crimson on my lips
My hair is cut to the way you love it
And damn right that's Armani on my hips

But I'm not a changed person inside
I'm still that little gothic girl
I still love to dance in the candle light
And wear necklaces made of pearl

Now that we're together
I see who you really are
You are the only one
My perfect shining star

Just thought I would write because it has been so long. So what about ... okay random things because I'm just bored and I'm turning into an emo.

Hmm ... emo always a good subject. The emo bible is the words of MCR {love them} Fall out boy {awesome} and of course Aiden {scream, scream faint love them} but sometimes screamo like Enter Shikari if that how you spell it.

Now the clothes, emo clothes are sexy, starry, strippy, random, hot! Mmm hmm I'm a fan of the emo look {duh I have black hair and five earrings} so the emo look in typical is as follows {this is an important lesson emo kiddies}

1. The skinny jeans ... must be skinny preferably black or starry with a lot of stiching showing. If you can get them with stars and black even better.
2. Converse. All stars of course, in any colours you like just make it bold, mixing shoe laces up is always good, Greenday, always a great pic {mine are skull & crossbones}
3. Shirts, shirts are a very difficult catogory to master. Personally I go for a death kitty look, always bold, crazz, wild and in your face

Now my comps playing up so got to go {very annoyed}, I'll continue soon hopefully, emo out

Okay so this is me,

This is my first day as a deviant and it's the 1st of December. I'm here as usual in black clothes with my blonde roots showing through a layer of perminent black and I'm typing with long painted nails just wondering what the hell to write next as I look with greeny-blue eyes at the screen...

Well I supose that I should let you know I'm a Pagan training as a witch, before anybody over-reacts I'm not talking demonic satan-worshipping sluts, I'm talking real witch. Nature lovers who are as normal as any other religion we just see the divine in different ways. The only thing that makes magick good or bad is who uses it. I'm a blue witch after my birthstone, Capricorn. I can read tarot and dreams but I'm training myself.

I write songs for myself because our band split up when I went into A-levels, Flame went into collage and J got into his GCSE's but now I'm writting to cool off, show love, be random or whatever. I play electric & accustic guitar, keyboard and am just starting on grade 5 of 8.

I also write a few books about outlaws and magick training. Want to know more just ask.

Anyway that's me so pleased to meet you
Raxie River
xxx~xxx